I really need to start writing again..
Lately everything in my life has been such a blur.. I don't know what to make of things anymore..
And now something really big just came up, and I feel that my life is about to spiral out of control..
Nothing makes sense anymore.. I hate to sound so melodramatic, but I presently feel that I no longer have anything to live for..
Regrets abound,and there's nothing I can really do about it..
I'm actually writing this as a warmup to a much bigger thing, the most difficult letter I will probably ever have to write in my entire life..
