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Sunday, January 1, 2017

2017 "YearStarter"

I'll admit that I was a bit lazy to write my annual yearender blogpost last night, so I decided on a compromise, to make a post on the first day of the new year. :)

As usual, Christmas has come and gone, and in this instance, the New Year celebration as well. So, here I am holed up in the hospital for the first duty of 2017, and I hope this will be a quiet one so as to not interrupt my annual retrospective..

This year has really been a struggle for me, and I bet for a great number of you as well since this has been a very difficult year all around.. My umpteenth "Senior Year" found me finding solace in the fact that I no longer had to man the Emergency Room, but I was now straddled (once again) with the responsibilities of being the highest official in charge (especially during night duties). With this, I am forever grateful for my formative years back at the old hospital where gutsiness and confidence were bred into our systems, by force if need be, due to the overwhelming demands of a government institution. Having said this, the "senior's load" was surprisingly still quite heavy, and I'm not just talking about the responsibilities of being senior to a group of newbies to the trade, but the task list seemed to grow heavier as well..

I was grateful though for the opportunity to head out-of-town due to a midyear convention, but boy did it come at a price! Being a contestant for an inter-institution debate is no joke! While all my compatriots were lounging around and resting, I was busy burning the midnight oil even up until the night before the event! :P Apart from that, the little challenges that came my way seemed to all stack up on a regular basis. I have had barely enough time to catch my breath and get my bearings when I had to move on to another equally challenging time-limited objective. And given my penchant for both procrastination and being OC once I got started on my work, this combination proved to be very deadly indeed. :(

Having said all that, I really enjoyed my stay out-of-town, and will definitely return with loved ones in the future :D

This year was not all about toxicity though.. This is also a year where I began seriously contemplating how it would be like if our family finally got our very own car. Granted we are working with a relatively small budget, but there are numerous offerings out there, and the priciest may not always be the best choice. ;) Steps have been taking, and we have been reading up on a lot of stuff as well, but we admittedly have a long way to go.. but at least we got the ball rolling, right? :)

This year I was also able to meet up with my Other Half's friends, and she was able to join me and the guys on a couple of BNOs as well. Things seem to be going quite smoothly, and I pray that this continues in the years that follow. :D

I guess the theme this year for me was exploring the limits of, and going beyond my comfort zone.. I guess it's also a part of growing up (?) but one cannot ignore the fact that there is someone else that helped me overcome these barriers and continues to inspire me to be brave to this very day. ;)

I guess I could say that I really grew more this past year, both in knowledge and experience as a doctor, as well as in love and wisdom as a person.. Even though it has been a bumpy ride, I am grateful for the year that was, and I face this new year with nervous anticipation for a brand new start! :)

A few resolutions would also have to be in order, since this technically still is a yearender post. The resolutions would be as follows:

- Spend less time (close to none if possible) on Facebook. It's a great time sink, and it stealthily consumes more time than you would expect, giving you little in return.

- Less time online (including game time) and more time interacting with the real world. This one is a no-brainer, and deleting applications is a priority

- Live and love more. As I will be set free from the constraints of the training schedule, I can finally try to live life the way i was meant to be lived.

- Travel? (As budget allows though)

- Blog more. I know it seems to go against the principle of the second one, I can still create these intellectual exercises offline and just jump in to post for a few moments.

- Be a better brother. Not just to brother dear, but to the BNO bros as well

- Be a better son. (duh!)

- Make time for the Big Man Upstairs. Its been a long while, we seriously need to catch up..

- One last exam. I know it will still be a year from now, but fortune favors those who are prepared.

There, that should do it for now! I have now made it a goal to put up a post at least once a month so the blog doesn't grow stale. :D

Thursday, December 31, 2015

2015 Yearender

Wow, I'm actually making a yearender post ON TIME! :P

This has been a great year, with its own ups and downs, all of which made they year so much more unique. :D

It has been a year of tremendous change for me, starting with my graduation from Internal Medicine, to passing the PSBIM, to starting first year anew as a fellow in subspecialty training. :)

Of course, there's also the small matter of finally finding my Other Half, which may have drastically changed my life forever. ;)

This has also been a year of loss, with an uncle passing away recently after a prolonged battle with cancer..

Before the post goes all over the place, I'd like to break everything down into little bite-sized chunks as I am apt to do...

- Fist of all, many thanks to the Great One upstairs who has always been there for me, my family, my friends, and pretty much everyone else in this world. We have to remember that it is only through Him and His holy will that everything  that is has come to pass.

- A big thank you to my wonderful folks and bro who were always there for me regardless of how stuff went. Thank you for putting up with me, being the rascal hat I am. :P I love you! :D

- I would also have to give thanks to my new mentors who teach us fellows day in and day out the nuances of the subspecialty we chose to pursue. Thank you for all the patience you show, and all the learnings we get from you.

- Also worthy of being mentioned here are my former bosses from the old hospital whom I see from time to time when they make their rounds. Its always nice to see a friendly face, or hear a friendly voice through the phone. :)

- Thank you to my new co-fellows at the hospital. We've had about less than a year to get to know each other, and the seniors are graduating in 3 months. Thank you for all that I've learned from all of you, whether it be senior or batchmate. For my batchmates, let's make our final year a memorable one! Good luck everyone!

- Special mention goes to our Chief Fellow. Thank you boss, for making us feel at home and comfortable in the new and sometimes daunting environment of a national specialty hospital. You've always acted so kindly towards us, and acts as a protective big brother who takes care of everyone. Good luck with your exams boss! Kayang-kaya mo yan!

- Thank you to the nursing and support staff at the new hospital. Thank you for making us feel welcome and for embracing us as a part of the family.  We doctors would not be able to do the things we do if you were not there beside us, accompanying us along the way

- To our patients, especially those in the service ward or OPD. Thank you for entrusting yourselves to our care. We learn much from you as we treat you and monitor your progress day by day. It warms my heart when we are able to send you home safe and sound, but we are also saddened for those who are unable to make it.

- Lastly, to my precious Other Half.. We've come such a long way already from our humble beginnings, and look where we stand now.. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I would actually meet someone like you.. Yeah, in the past, to me you were just a concept, an abstract ideal which I thought would never come to pass.. But now here you are.. someone who gets me from even a very fundamental level.. :) Thank you for everything, and I'm looking forward to more great things to come :D

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Losing my religion

I know I should be studying, but I decided to take a little time off the books since there's a ton of backBLOG I have to make up for. :P

(pic source here)

Up until very recently, I was in a quandary of sorts, wherein I found myself slowly slipping away from my beliefs.. I don't really know what brought this about, but I guess it was a combination of frustration, disillusionment in the church, and the effects of media.

And how was I able to figure that this what happening to me?

I discovered I no longer knew how to pray.

As shocking as I may supposed to seem to me, I was strangely unaffected, and instead had this feeling that it had been coming all along. Let me explain.

I have to admit I was a little angry at myself over what has transpired a few months ago which lead to my current state of, well, doing nothing really important. All the while the people I love where always telling me to "keep on praying and everything would be ok". The problem is, everything did not turn out ok, in fact everything turned out much worse than expected. :( Thus began my frustration.

The disillusionment came from the local church's apparently endless meddling in affairs of the state especially concerning reproductive health, which is a very touchy topic in our country. With my responsibilities as a physician, I had very strong feelings on the matter and felt that something should be done. I will not state what views in particular are the ones I support or am against, but the way the church handled the entire thing was, in my opinion, pretty messed up. Being reminded of the fallibility of man who is trying to run an institution established by God, those higher ups seem to have bungled the job (IMO only).

The effects of media are a little more silly.. and as such I will not go and shame myself for al the world to see just to get a small point across. To make a long story short, I began to seriously question certain fundamental tenets of my faith.

Fortunately, despite my despicable thoughts, I still had the people I loved whom God had placed by my side. A combination of serious "faith talk" with sweet inspiration and my regular "wisdom talks" with dad may have just saved my soul from eternal damnation..

I was made to realize that the thing fundamentally wrong with me is that I was no longer grateful. No matter what your circumstance in life, there will always be something to be thankful for. Its inexplicable, but I guess in faith there are some things that just aren't meant to be explained. Once I began accepting and started seeing the things I had once taken for granted, it's as if a fog had lifted before my eyes and everything seemed just a teeny bit better than before.. Truly, God works in mysterious ways... 

Thank you..

Saturday, July 17, 2010

My Best Friend's Wedding


Regan and Shiela (7-3-2010)

Yeah, I know its a cheesy,title, but one that says it all. :P

It has been more than three weeks since Reg and Shiela were wed, and I know this entry is waaaay overdue. I guess I'll try to make up for it by writing a worthwhile entry then.

After viewing their on-site video here to jog my memory, I'm now prepared to sit my ass down and churn out a story worthy of the occasion.

Reg told me the good news as early as October last year (I think), and made mention that I had to make a small speech, which I learned was supposed to be a wedding toast. (see related post). Not bad for something made only 3 days before despite already being informed for about half a year. :P

Although I was no stranger to participation in weddings, having been ring-bearer a couple of times and had stints as a veil and cord sponsor, this was the first time I was to become a Best Man. I have to admit that  I had absolutely no idea with what the best man does, as the duties may vary from wedding to wedding depending on the preference of the couple. I guess I did ok though, as the event went with barely a hitch. :D

An added treat to this momentous occasion was that Reg actually made allowances for me and the bro to bring our respective dates! :D

The day started off quite well, with me zooming off to fetch my from girlfriend her home to have her hair and makeup done with mom at the nearby salon. We were a little pressed for time since the wedding would be starting at around 1pm. While waiting for the girls, we ordered delivery to save time. Brother arrived with his own date after a short while. They made it back at the nick of time, barely ate anything, and we were off!

Although the weather seemed to be cooperating despite the rainy season, the heat proved to be a little too much as we were unfortunately crammed into a vehicle with a malfunctioning aircon.. :( Good thing the traffic along EDSA wasn't really that bad at the time, otherwise I think we'd have melted even before we got to the church. Once at the venue, bro and the girls settled down while me and the folks (they were there as godparents) found our places in line... Well, not really. As is typical of weddings, people were milling about every which way. It was a treat to see some of the "brothers" there, all dressed up to see our childhood friend tie the knot. :P

When we were finally lined up, I was told that I was the first in the procession! This kinda took my by surprise as I didn't know the best man walked first. :P Hmm.. I guess that's why he's considered the "best" right? Hahaha I'm funny.. :P

I remember hearing from somewhere that one of the jobs of the Best Man is to help the groom not lose his nerve before the wedding, or something like that. Throughout the entire procession, I was trying my best to ease the tension by chatting Reg up, and for some weird reason, we wound up talking about American Football, out of all things. :P Though It may seem a little weird for anyone who would overhear, for us it was probably just one of those typical nonsensical conversations we've been having since childhood.

Brothers 
(screencap courtesy of their onsite video by Wang Videography)

At some point we got a little sentimental as I reflected on what was going on and how fast life seemed to have gone by. I believe I said something like "Bro, I can't believe that it was just a few years ago we were just kids, and now here we are with you getting hitched. Thanks for the honor of being your best man." to which he replied "Don't sweat it man, besides, wasn't this our agreement all along?" (We had a deal that we would be each other's best man at our respective weddings) Pardon me for being cheesy, but I was really touched by the remark. . Here was my best bud, my "other brother", the one guy outside my own family I would trust with my own life without any hesitation, honoring a promise made probably more than a dozen years ago. I'll be sure to hold up my end of the bargain when my turn comes. :P

Then it was Shiela's turn to walk down the aisle. She looked so radiant in her wedding gown, and I have never seen Reg so happy in my entire life, and I then knew that all was well. :) At one point I think Reg was at the verge of tears himself, as his bride was already shedding tears of joy the moment she stepped through the church doors. I told him to suck it up, or risk looking silly on his wedding day, immortalized forever in pictures and video. That seemed to have worked, as his face seemed to have remained high and dry all throughout. :P

I have to admit that I didn't really pay much attention to the wedding rites, as I was too busy taking it all in. For all the weddings I've been to, this one struck closest to home. If becoming a first-time ninong for Ced's kid was a wake-up call, this one was like a nuclear explosion. We really weren't kids anymore. This was an entirely different stage of life we found ourselves in. The game had finally changed, as we were slowing slipping into the roles which our parents had once assumed long before. Priorities had indeed changed. Goals and aspirations were being adjusted for the long tern. We used to think we could be young forever, but now here we were, embracing change and rising up to the new challenges that life throws our way.

It was like only yesterday when we were obsessing over computer games, wrestling, collectible cards, cartoons, the NBA, anime, and what-have-you. Man, how things have changed,, Now we're preoccupied with earning a living, taking care of kids, making a profit, upholding the constitution, saving lives, etc..

Anyways, after the church ceremonies, we headed back home for a bit of rest before proceeding to the reception. Before the reception proper, there were cocktails which gave me the chance to hang out with the boys. I thought it was great that mom and dad were there since they knew most of them as well, having seen us grow up together.

They had a photobooth at the event, which made the idle time go buy pretty quickly, In my opinion, the photobooth is the greatest wedding innovation since the wedding cake :P since it allowed guests to have more meaningful and personalized souvenirs of the event, a far cry from the classic figurines that used to be given out. More often than not, the figurines wound up taking up space and gathering dust, eventually being thrown out since they were next to useless after a few months anyway.

When the doors opened, everyone shuffled in while the entourage was asked to stay outside for the entrance. Anyway, I found that I was paired up with the matron of honor (Shiela's BFF) who happened to be a Derma pre-res when I was still a clerk , who eventually became the chief resident, and she was ICAn to boot! :P Now at least I have a Derma referral. ;) (Congrats on passing your diplomate exams Dra. Pam!).

To cut a long story short, our table was a riot, save for a certain someone I won't mention, as he was no fun at all. :P In the middle of the proceedings, we snuck out to have another session with the photobooth. Hehehe. Eventually, my turn at the microphonre came for my "Best Man's toast", and my parents say I did quite well. :P Time really does fly when you're having fun, especially when you're commemorating a very happy event in the company of old friends. ;)

Now my "brother" had gone off and married, and I in turn have gained a new "sister" :D Congratulations and best wishes!! :D

Monday, October 5, 2009

Recollections from the "Storm Week"

*sorry folks, no pictures this time. It was either the phone had no bat or my hands were too dirty. :P

It has been 9 days since Tropical Storm "Ondoy" (Intl name: Ketsana) ravaged the land and dumped tons of water on the unsuspecting Metro, resulting in massive widespread flooding, displacing thousands of families and resulting in hundreds of deaths, not to mention the billions of pesos worth of property ruined by the flood waters..

After riding out the storm at the aforementioned gas station (see previous post), I decided to make my way home at around 9:15 PM since traffic was already flowing smoothly and I was getting really bored as well. :P I had initially planned to go home by 10pm just to make sure that all the flooding along my route home would have subsided, but thought better of it since almost everyone waiting at the gas station had already left, and it WAS pretty dark there too..

Before leaving, I had been intermittently listening to the radio for news about the flooding. Apparently, it was a total disaster all over. Text messages were being sent to the radio stations with pleas for help. People were stranded upon rooftops because the water level had risen too quickly for then to get out of their homes. Hardest hit were the areas of Marikina, Pasig, certain areas of Quezon City, and most of Rizal province. The major roadways going in and out of Manila (and even the mighty EDSA itself) were at a standstill, as flooding has rendered them impassable. Ill-prepared rescue teams were being scrambled all around, and at times even the rescue teams themselves were stalled because the waters were just too deep at certain points. I never thought this would happen here as images of the damage caused by Hurricane Katrina to New Orleans came to mind. Truly, climate change had come to retaliate for Mother Nature, and we have no one to blame but ourselves..

After gassing up (just in case), I said a little prayer and drove off. The ride home was mostly uneventful, save for the slight flooding I encountered when I turned left at Scout Albano from Quezon Avenue. Good thing it was pretty shallow, and I managed to get the vehicle through that short stretch (I was advised to avoid EDSA and so I had to go the longer way home). Although the rains ahad already stopped for quite some time, I still proceeded cautiously, passing areas which had been blacked out. I finally arrived home at 10 pm, much to  the relief of my family who had been keeping vigil until I got home. Dad himself was stranded in downtown Manila and decided to set up camp at a small local hotel. When I got out of the car, the first thing I noticed was the stench in the air which smelled faintly of garbage and soil mixed together. It didn't really smell as bad as, say, crap, but it hung everywhere like a gloomy cloud. Some of the movable big stuff we had at the ground floor (like dining chairs and electric fans for example) had been moved outside the house because mom and bro had been cleaning up when they got home. The stairs going up were littered with stuff salvaged from the rising waters like shoes, books, and so on. I was unable to grasp the entirety of the destruction since it was really dark at the time. I was also astounded to find that the ceiling in the master's bedroom had leaked onto the bed a a result of the roof drains being clogged.. Good thing it was only partially soaked and was still usable. Before going to bed, I took stock of everything that happened.. At least all the members of my family were ok. We were without power and phone but at least we had running water.. sigh.. I slept like a rock that night, unsure of what the next day would bring..

I awoke to the sound of mom sweeping the laundry area downstairs. I went down and realized that things weren't really that bad, or so I thought.. When mom and bro got home at around 6pm, the waters have already receded, but they were greeted by the sight of upturned chairs, soaked papers strewn all about, and mud EVERYWHERE!! There was a visible water line delineating where the muck had risen. I realized that they had done a pretty good job on the initial cleanup. The floor was already spotless when I got home, and the walls were already scrubbed down. Even the downstairs CR which was below street level had already been cleaned up somewhat. Thankfully, we had a little help from our people who were likewise trapped by the flooding. I'm really grateful to my uncle who came in when the waters had not yet really risen and saved my precious new edition of Harrison's and my brother's laptop.

I went outside to help mom with whatever she was doing and saw the front porch/garage/front lawn.. Whoa!! Garbage all over the place, a desk on it's side, and mud covering pretty much everything at or below waist level. We borrowed a window cleaner(?) and used it as a kind of "water rake" (sorry, don't know the right term :P) to move the muck out while mom hosed stuff down. Eventually, things got cleaned up as the pile of garbage grew higher and higher. At around 9 AM, my uncle asked me to accompany him to go and fetch dad from downtown. Apparently it was a blessing that I wasn't home at the time of the flood, as the other vehicles parked at the house had been flooded in and were unusable. Before going there, we thought of grabbing breakfast for our families, so we drove to the nearby McDonald's, which turned out to be closed because of extreme flood damage (it was sitting beside a creek, and I found out later that the flooding there was around 5-6 feet!). So we then went to the nearby panaderia which made excellent pan de sal. A lot of other people seemed to have the same idea, and we were told that we had to wait 20 minutes for another batch that was still in the oven because they had already sold out the first batch. Trying at a different bakery yielded the same result. To kill time, we decided to just go ahead and try to make our way to Manila, but we turned back around 3/4 of the way since the area was still heavily flooded. My uncle and I returned home triumphantly with our freshly-baked bread and our famished families eagerly wolfed them down (since we had been working on our houses for quite some time now).

While on the road, I noted the water lines on the walls of those hard-hit areas. A lot of areas we passed through had water lines higher than the average car!! That's some deep water! I chanced upon one of those big provincial jeepneys that brings produce to the markets is Manila, and realized that it was running quite late since those jeeps usually deliver their stuff before the break of dawn.

After finding renewed strength with the help of the delicious pan de sal, we soldiered on, cleaning up and tossing stuff out. Dad was eventually fetched at around 3 in the afternoon, and we then had our dinner at the local hypermart. Man, I'll never look at chicken inasal the same way again!! :P We also went there to get some batteries for our flashlights since we still had no power, but thought better of it when we saw all the lines. Since a lot of people were hit by the storm, I'm assuming that their stores of food were ruined by the flooding as well. Our beloved refrigerator was a victim too and we had to empty her out, but since the water level wasn't so high, it was back in working order after cleanup and is now once again silently purring in the kitchen. :P

When we got home, Hallelujah! The streetlamps were on!! We had power! :D Dad switched on the breaker power for the entire 2nd floor and the ground floor lights ONLY (since the water level had risen higher than the power outlets). Phone lines were restored a little later, so everything was returning to normal.. somewhat..

When we switched on the TV, the devastation caused by the storm came to light.. Entire subdivisions with two-storey homes were totally submerged underwater. Riverside communities were totally washed away. The storm had dropped a month's worth of rain on the metro in a span of 24 hours. The dams were filled to capacity and had to be opened lest they break, thus causing more flooding and the persistence of high water levels in certain areas. This storm seems to have been a great equalizer, affecting rich and poor alike. A relatively affluent neighborhood in Marikina whose residents included movie stars was one of the hardest hit by the flooding.

The next few days found us doing more cleanups, and I was so busy helping out at home that I had almost forgotten that I had applied for residency and was supposed to be entering pre-residency soon.. In the days before, I thought that my chance of receiving the text from my hospital of choice to go be a pre-res was getting slimmer. Imagine my surprise when in the midst of cleaning up, I received a phone call on my cell from an unknown number. Lo and behold, it was the chief resident of the department I was applying for! He told me that I had been accepted as a pre-resident and was inviting me to come to their office for a meeting/orientation with the training officer! :D What a relief!! I have been dealing with feelings of uncertainty ever since I passed my application 3 months ago, since I considered this as a "gamble". The Lord is really good to me, and he has led me on to this path and guided me all the way. :D Thank you!!

I was so ecstatic that I felt I could clean the entire house all by myself. :P So I tried, and when all the adrenaline wore off, my body was really sore from all that scrubbing, lifting, etc. :P

Orientation day came and went. We drew lots to see who would be assigned to what batch. Luckily I drew 2nd since there was still a lot of cleaning up to do. To date, I'd say we are 70% done with the cleanup. The bulk of the work that remains is setting aside dad's books and other stuff from his study (which had been displaced as a result of a bookcase collapsing and a cabinet being thrown out). At least everything is almost done, right? :P

All this time, there have been numerous blessings that came our way despite the calamity:

- The fact that I was able to survive being stranded (for the first time at that!) unscathed is something to be really thankful for, especially being adjacent to important u-turns or exit points at just the right moments.. ;) There's also the food lady and the little improvised wee-bag.. hehe

- Though stranded, I knew the rest of the family was safe, with dad neatly holed up in a hotel near the office and mom and bro stuck in a well-stocked shopping center until they were picked up by an uncle

- Despite having only a half-full battery on my cellphone, I was miraculously able to conserve the power until I got home.

- My mom and bro ran out of bat sometime during the day and thus lost all means of communication with me and dad. Luckily, bro thought of using the the older phone we had already retired (and I had luckily charged it to full before putting it in storage. Talk about LUCK!)

- Many thanks to my god-sister Shel who went out of her way to bring us lunch while we were in the midst of the first day of cleanup. Thanks shobs! You're the best super chef talaga! :D

- Thanks to Ate Peachy, the daughter of a family friend, who brought us packed food that we had for dinner on the second day (we haven't been cooking right away because the LPG tank connected to the stove was lying on it's side after the flood, and mom was scared of a possible leak)

- My uncle who, despite the flooding at his own house, took the time and effort to save some of the really important stuff at our place.. Thank you so much...

- The call from the chief resident.. Thank you doc, for the really good news which brightened up my day despite everything that had happened.

The relief from surviving the storm was short-lived, as there was news of a more powerful super-typhoon headed towards the country.. At one point, this storm was projected to have the strength of a category 5 hurricane (putting things in perspective, Katrina was a category 3..). People began fervently praying for intercession, as many areas were still flooded and thousands of families were just recovering from the shock and devastation this storm had wrought. People warily began to follow the weather reports more closely. I myself tuned in every hour to see the latest reports from CNN and PAGASA for the storm's current location at the time and where it was plotted to move next.

It was kind of miraculous in a way.. The storm was on a northwestward course, and was projected to hit the already-battered cities and municipalities of Metro Manila, but then, something must've happened.. The storm was altering it's course and was undertaking a more northward path! People within the Metro were nervously awaiting the arrival of the storm, ready to move stuff or move out should the need arise, but thankfully it never happened. Besides a few intermittent strong showers and a continuously cloudy day, we never experienced really strong effects of the storm. Our hearts and prayers go out to our brothers and sisters in northern Luzon who were directly affected by this second calamity. At least the government was able to to something right, with preventive evacuations saving lives and minimizing casualties from this second storm. You can buy back or make stuff that you've lost, but human life can never ever be replaced..

Now, it's back to the daily grind for most of the people in the Metro. Storefronts are being cleaned up, businesses are resuming operations, and even I'm back behind my clinic desk. ;) A semblance of normalcy is now taking shape, but that still doesn't change the fact that thousands of our brothers and sisters are still displaced or are still stuck in their homes with little to no relief..

You have to applaud the spirit of the Filipino people, finding humor in the most dire situations, but also the spirit of "Bayanihan". As soon as the calls went out, people who were barely affected began extending whatever help they can in the form of relief goods, medical missions, and what have you. I'm sure there were also many individual acts of heroism that mostly go undocumented due to the gravity of the entire situation. Sadly, we have to take the power of the human condition with a grain of salt, because although it may be true that calamities sometimes bring out the best in people, it may bring out the worst in them as well.. Reports of unscrupulous individuals selling much-needed relief goods to starving refugees who have no other choice.. or people who refuse to stand in line and instead find ways to get double rations amidst the chaos while other people who try to follow the rules get nothing.. and now I've recently heard that the stupid government is ordering a freeze on international aid coming into the country with the intent of taxing them before they can be distributed here.. it's just sickening... :( and to think I was starting to believe that the government could do something good for the people for a change when they evacuated the danger areas in the path of "Pepeng" (Intl name: Parma)..

Wednesday, February 4, 2009

Remembering Lola...

Yesterday, we laid my maternal grandmother to rest...

She passed away on January 29, 2009 at around 8:15am due to cardiac arrest 2 to Myocardial infarction, HCVD, and CKD 2 to DM Nephropathy

She was 81 years old.

To my dear lola, you will truly be missed. May you rest in peace. Maraming salamat po sa lahat...