Saturday, May 18, 2013

First Time Ever

It's a really weird feeling, although a pleasant one at that..

I never thought it would be possible, especially not this early,

but I think I've fallen for someone..

This isn't the typical "wow I like this girl, she's nice" benign kind of thing that usually happens to me..

This one is different..

When I saw her, I KNEW that I had to get to know her..

Its inexplicable..

And when I did summon up the courage to approach her, something instantaneously clicked..

We hit it off right away..

I never really felt this way before, even in previous relationships..

That's why I never thought things like this could happen in real life, because it seems like a plot from a cheezy romantic movie or something..

We'll just have to see what happens next..

But for now, its safe to say that I have found a reason to be happy whenever I go on duty for a change.. :D

Wednesday, May 8, 2013

Moving Along

It has really bern some time since the last entry so I guess its time for an actual sedate addition to keep the spirit of the blog alive.

There have been tremendous upheavals going on in my life these past couple of months, most of which I do not care to elaborate any further as it might not be fair to other parties concerned. However, I'll go as as to say that I'm reluctantly starting a new chapter in my life, a chapter I never thought I would be living.. Its sad that you get used to a certain situation for so long that when something totally unexpected happens, it pulls the rug from under you and you fall really hard. These types of falls are the most difficult ones to recover from, as though you've bern blindsided by life itself and are in no position to brace yourself for the fall since you never really expected it within that short span of time..

I just realized that I'm going around in circles here.. What i really mean to get across here is that yes i have fallen, but now I'm ready to get back up and face the day once again, hopefully which a much better outcome later on. In fact, i think there's something on the horizon right now.. Let's just see what happens..