They say that time is a precious commodity, and even moreso if taken within the context of residency training..
I find myself constantly walking a tightrope just to keep things in order. It is as though I'm constantly running to just keep barely ahead of a mountain of work following closely at my heels which may trample me lest I trip and fall..
At times, it really did.. This year has been a series of sprints and long runs, all in the name of "training" and requirements. I dunno if it's just me, but it's a feeling that leaves you sick to your stomach.. Being constantly on the go, looking over your shoulder, has already worn me down..
I remember just a few months back when I was starting my second year that I would have (relatively) good stamina to face the deluge of patients that would come pouring through the ER doors. Now as I stand on the verge of (hopefully) moving on to higher (and less physically demanding) things, I find myself constantly fatigued.. I don't know if it's because of more patients, more complex cases, or just age slowing me down..
Oh yeah, I would also like to thank all the wonderful people who took time out to remember my birthday a few weeks ago. especially my family, my bros, and my "minions". :D
Special thanks to brother for the coolest birthday gift ever!
I surely hope I can survive this "race" and get myself a much-needed breather..
