4 months? Really? Man, 4 months is a long time to stagnate on a blog,
It's the tail-end of February, and I'm now knee-deep in my senior year as an IM resident at the hospital. The comic book saying "With Great Power comes Great Responsibility" is painfully evident as my batchmates and I have learned to embrace the jobs (and perks) of being the ones on top.
The transition period went by so fast.. One moment I was teaching the incoming sophomores how to efficiently man the ER, the next thing I knew, I was the highest ranking IM resident on duty during those sleepless toxic nights when I was already manning the ICU full-time.
The jump from second to third year was more difficult than I had imagined, although the transition from first to second (especially during OUR time) was one for the books. Due to the lack of manpower of our batch, taking on "senior responsibilities" proved more challenging than it is on paper. Good thing the juniors were up to the task of taking the reins.. Well, most of them anyway..
We find ourselves stuck with our not-so-favorite cow, a 43-year old morbidly obese and totally unhealthy case of severe sleep apnea and narcolepsy who is just too stubborn to quit but is also too hardheaded to be taught anything useful. Oh, and he's pretty bossy too, despite his juniors and batchmates being WAY ahead of him in terms of work standards, work ethic, and general fund of knowledge. He claims to wish to emulate his reknowed mother who happens to be a well-respected endocrinologist and thus shows great enthusiasm (?) for endocrinology and little else. I've got news for you, fat boy. Before your momma became the great Endo that she probably is (I have no idea who his mom is), she first had to make the cut as a competent internist!
Removing him will prove to be very difficult due to the circumstances of his entering our program, as he was ushered in by the powers-that-be. (There are times that I hate being a part of a political hospital). Last time I checked, he would flat-out be denied entry into any other normal reputable training program, as he is clearly not fit to undergo the rigors of Internal Medicine residency, in a toxic public hospital to boot! Ever since first year, he's been screwing up time after time. His tendency to fall asleep anywhere non-withstanding, he also already has a family and thus his priorities are a bit skewed.. He's unwilling to put in the extra time at the hospital to get stuff done because of various family excuses. He knew what he was getting into as an overaged resident with learning issues, and yet he expects special treatment. He's unwilling to make sacrifices for the greater good because he is too selfish to care (or his brain is too hypoxic to comprehend). His screwups have resulted in forcing the chaiman to create new boneheaded policies which makes everybody else miserable. To top it all off, he thinks he's doing a great job!! Oh my goodness, such poor insight... No wonder our department is a laughing stock.. :(
I just hope this will not happen again (the acceptance of clear-cut incompetents), and that he won't mess things up by foolishly attempting to take the board exams immediately after graduation which he CLEARLY will have no hope of passing, as he will just mess up the passing rate of the department as a whole.
I initially planned to write this piece as a means to take stock of what happened in between, but wound up making another rant.. It just leaves you really drained sometimes..
